I'm Georgie....I'm Fifteen And I Come From A Little Village In Devon

Im really loud most of the time. i'll talk to anyone for any reason. Whether i know them or not. But to be honest inside im pritty insecure. I mess everythin' up & nothin ever goes right for me. Ive come to the conclusion tha god obviously hates me.
Im really slow. I get confused really easy. But actually im quite clever when it comes to school & that.
Im one of those people who's extremelly proud to be british. i'm not recist or homophobic so i dont really care if you call me one. Ive give up on bein bothered about what other people think now.
Ive got a big opinion & always speak my mind. But to be honest a wanna change. Im sick of speakin out when i shouldnt. I just dont seem ta learn when to stop. andi hate it. I jus dig bigger holes for myself 24/7 and end up with nothing left half the time.
I cant do anything right anymore. I used to actually have that little thing called "self control" but for some reason i havent any more. I make so many mistakes. But guess thats just the way i am.
i love to listen to my friends singing. Makes me smile Hotchocolates my lover.[= Gives you that nice feeling in your belly.
Ive started loosing people easily and its like have lost all the energy to fight for what i want. cause i never seem to win
Enough of the stupid stuff.. Im alright when im happy. and if you make me smile you'll have a friend for life in me [= Speakin of friends. Mine are my world. Every inch of everyone of them. thats me anyway. Far from perfection yea. But lifes never perfect is it.